![]() “Someday, I will be proud of myself” My name's Elena, but it's alright to address me any name that suits you. I'm a Registered Nurse in the Philippines and in the United States of America. Currently waiting for a miracle so I can finally work in the west. Being a couch potato and drowning myself in books are some of my likes while anything-pork and futile people are my dislikes. Credits
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I have loooots of things inside me. I want to let it out, but I just can't.. Sorry if my blog's been redundant for a week. I guess.. There's just something that keeps me from writing. Actually, while I was away, I always planned on writing an entry whenever I go to the computer shop (unfortunately, the computer in the house still has no internet. Poverty, poverty) but, change of plans always happened so, yeah.. No entries for a week.. But even though there were no entries for a week, it's not like you need an update.. I mean, of course you do, but for some reasons, I tried to just keep it really personal.. I asked for an empty filler from my niece and there I wrote such long, and indeed boring entries.. There were only three entries though.. Ohh, I'm not planning on writing it here 'cause all of it, it just talks about Farha and my drama about her.. I WAS SUPER WRONG.. Maybe I just saw it the wrong way.. I know, I'm to blame. :) OKAY! If you want an update, here: Today: It was originally planned to be a date with Nicole, but you know what happened? Change of plans happened, again! As always, what's new? So anyway, I was supposed to buy books with Nicole, but then, my mom asked me to go with her and ran errands for her. She's such a busy person.. I HATE HER JOB. It's really stressing her out. If only that company will pay its debts, then my mom would then and there retire and just continue her business, which is, a little stress too. But if you compare that business to her job, no match. The job kills her. Okay, exaggerated, but I know you already got me. :] Yay, You Got Me! :)) PAMELA DEAR. Wait, this was supposed to be today's happenings isn't it? /:)) Whatever. When I got home: exhausted. That's how I'd describe it. YESTERDAY: Boring much.. Nothing exciting happened. I just sat my ass for hours, then slept the next hours. When I hit the computer, the feeling itself was really melancholic.. I was talking to J&P about how Farha and I haven't been texting each other for days.. I was on that point where I was to tell Pam how Farha hasn't been texting me until, that person IM-ed me :x I wanna post here what we've talked about, but.. ee, shy-type :p HAHA! No really, she made me cry. If only she knew how she lifted my spirit the time she IM-ed me!!! Rawr. :D She said she missed me and she hugged me! Oh mehn. That was the sweetest! :x If only she knew how everyday (since Boyy-Jasmine gave the jacket to me) I look demented 'cause I always brought it with me everywhere I go.. Even on the dining table. Yay. HAHA :p Pluuus, I hug it together with Pooh :) (I didn't really made kwento about yesterday, I just wrote what you needed to know.. And you needed to know that :D) I changed my blog URL, and I have reasons. :) First, shobe keeps on reading my entries. Not that I feel awkward about it, she just doesn't know how to keep secrets. SHE BLABS IN FRONT OF MY MOM. Of course, I have to defend myself.. And after some hard work on defending, I don't succeed at all. It's okay though, I have B.S. in my hands. >:) Second, shobe still. HAHA =)) And third, SHOBE! TSSSS. Leaving aside. While at Mars, Irish (cousin) has lots of questions in store and I had no choice but to answer each and every question.. She asks me questions like out of nowhere. Here's one: If ever I would be transferring to another school again (for this school year) who would I miss more, __ or __? [Fill in the blanks, dude!] So, I didn't give her an answer right away. I haven't thought of that. HAHA. I wanted * (us) to be friends you know? She just doesn't show that we really are.. And then, why would I not miss * DUH? Do you really need to question me that? :p I'm not sure though, I mean, for who am I gonna miss more.. BUT I'M SURE AS HELL GONNA MISS *, I know that :) After that conversation, the question really left me perplexed.. Not that I'm questioning my love for * HAHA. (Naks) Perplexion's contagious, I figured. I think by now you should know how open I really am with my cousins :] Don't get me wrong, I don't share with my siblings, and not planning on doing so. Plus, there's no point in sharing with them 'cause they've got no support at all. (DRAMA HAHA!) Ohh wait, I think teasing me with those secrets is supportive for them. Weird, I know. And anyway, I've got no secret which never gets on their gossip list, so why waste my time and effort sharing when they're just gonna know it sooner or later? I just wonder how they (sister and shobe) do that. But, on the contrary, I also have this magnificent power wherein I would also know their secrets not longer when they know mine too. That's what sisters are for! :D Is this long enough? HAHA. I shall have another one tomorrow. (Forgive me for my random thoughts) Good night! :] |
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