First of all, "HAPPY!" to friends!

Second thing, it's the seventh of the month tomorrow. I had a half day at school today. I needed sleep, you know? So, while waiting for the clock to hit 11, I was exchanging texts with Angel and Pruds and Coleen. I asked Angel for a favor if she can ask a friend if Farha is present today. The friend said F's still absent. So, I sent her an SMS-F and asked if she's feeling fine today. But I haven't received a reply from her until this second...

It's the seventh of the month tomorrow. I'll try to give something to her. I'm not sure if I can give a letter 'cause all the creativity within me had washed away. Kidding. The real point is, I don't have creativity at all. I've always been glad that F's not throwing away all what she's received from me. Give me a HAHA! Thankyouverymuch. So, tomorrow would be the last - the last time where I'd give her stuff like letters and all. The next happy's would be just a personal greet, then there. And, because tomorrow would be the last time, I'd probably be the one to give her stuff.

Anyway, I don't know what ube wants, but she's bugging me. She held my hand for a while at 3rd street, I just said hi then took off. And then, club time, she kept on pulling the strap of my bag. I know she was the one doing it but pretended that didn't notice it. And then, I faced her, and unfortunately gave her a smile. Unfortunately because she doesn't deserve it, remember? K selfish much. But whatever. I don't care.

I miss Farha. And I'll be missing her. A friend told me, it's part of the process. That it takes time, and it may hurt. Of course it will hurt. But I have to face it, and endure, maybe. Oh, and for my friends' sake, I just have to feign the emotions.

Girl lately, my sun doesn't shine without you. -Charlie Wilson

I believe in that line. In the process, maybe the sun really won't shine enough without her. But in time, of course it will. Just like what Isa said, I just have to let it shine, even without F.

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