Damnit! U called my phone. Shit. I wasn't on my room and my cousin was using the laptop. When I got back, one missed call from her. Shitness. Why did the call alert have to be off? STUPIDSTUPID ME. Okay, I am to blame. Tss. Stupid to the nth power.

Kainis talaga. Today's just full of wrong-timing happenings. First, F's message. She always texts me when I'm in poverty mode, and whenever I send her messages, I don't receive any reply. Psh! Second, this one. I'm not bitter, okay? I'm just... I was longing for that moment, you know? And then when it came, I didn't even have the chance to grab hold of it :|

Beyond your knowledge, I extremely miss her :'(

A while ago, I was thinking of the true status of my infatuation (not sure of what word to use) for her. I call it crisis, my little inside joke. Although considered an inside joke, we are all aware, that a crisis is something bad; something inevitable and something that needs to be scrutinized. Right this very minute, I am very, very perplexed on how I would rate the level, you know. I'm not sure if I'll finally let go of the feeling, or still take hold of it, even if it means more pressure to me. That's where real friends enter. But I understand if friends have their own issues, you can pass on me. Anyway, that's all.

Good morning.

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