P.S. The things I'll be writing after this sentence is actually addressed to a friend, although she has no idea, and I trust that she will have no idea about this... Until graduation.

Hello, friend(?)... Yes, I'm kind of perplexed about our relationship. Once upon a time, we were this close, you know what I mean? Not the best-friends type, still, the closeness was incomparable. You didn't tell me we were playing games here, and I was there, feeling like a fool. I want you to know how I was the one who caught you when you were very down. I was with you through your recovery with your then-enemy-slash-BFF-once-again. :| I'm not bitter. Everyday, the feeling never leaves me. I was supposed to confront you yesterday and tell you that I read your note to me. The one you've written in my Fil notebook. But then, I couldn't excuse you from your friends. It's painful that we're like this when we know that we'll be parting ways. I don't know if I did something that made you hate me, or whatever. And when we exchange text messages, I couldn't feel anything. Like when we used to text message each other... I just miss you. And it's even hurtful that you don't feel the same way :( Of course I don't know your side, but I just can't find the right words to tell you these things. I miss how we were. Babbling about lower year people. :| Guess this is goodbye. I hope you read this. Although half of me doesn't want to. I'll just leave everything in the Lord's plan. :-<

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