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Today has been random, and I did not expect the randomness to reach me until tonight. I logged in to Facebook and Y!M because my sister let me so. I thought Pam was online that's why I went online, but no she wasn't. Anyway, the sole reason why me sister let me use for a while is because I have to print something out. But I was doubting about my copy, so I had to ask a schoolmate. I didn't have a classmate who was online, so I just asked my old grade-schoolmate. There, I got to ask her and she said she didn't have notes on TFN. I thought we were done conversing until she mentioned Rafael (Raffy). She said something that was soooooo heartbreaking. Seriously. That's why I am soooooo down right now. Damn! Wrong timing, eh? Since we're gonna have the same break time tomorrow. :(:(:(:(

Lately.... I'm starting to feel hatred towards my college "friends". RAWR!!!! They are so annoying! Sometimes I just wanna get out of our group, but I'm afraid to be a loner. Get the picture, eating in the canteen alone. :( We are 6 in the group, and I hate the 3. Although I so don't want to hate Arianne, but them (Isa, Faith and Arianne). They're annoying me! What's happening is unexplainable, but really. About not hating Arianne. It's because we've really had a good relationship, heaven. But sometimes, I get to feel like she was just using me. I know, it's too negative, but... And yeah, she's leaving for States in a few days. Of course the group has to be in her house on Sunday. I don't want to go. Really. I hate it.

I hope you get this entry. :( I need someone to talk to. :( Good night.

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