![]() “Someday, I will be proud of myself” My name's Elena, but it's alright to address me any name that suits you. I'm a Registered Nurse in the Philippines and in the United States of America. Currently waiting for a miracle so I can finally work in the west. Being a couch potato and drowning myself in books are some of my likes while anything-pork and futile people are my dislikes. Credits
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I figured I should start writing again. I meant blogging. Writing is definitely very different from blogging. Okay, leaving aside.These past few weeks have been a multitude of everything. I’ve been studying, attending my respective clinical duties everywhere while still having the time to watch movies and TV shows and reading the very mainstream Fifty Shades of Grey as well. I’ve been juggling these things and to add to that, I had to deal with the –I must say– competent classmates I have. Since this semester started, it’s all been about passing the subject, controlling yourself not to overthink things, processing every concept there is, and…I guess just basically passing every-effin-thing. It’s not really my thing to brag about my grades, and how much more if I were having failing grades, right? So even though I was scared as hell to see my grades, I finally had the balls to do it – to get this little piece of paper from the Registrar’s office containing the grades I was very anxious about. So, once I had it in my hands, very carefully I see through it. It was only in the night that I absorbed the things written on that piece of paper well enough. Fast forward, I failed in one subject, and a major subject at that – which is NCM 107 that's Leadership and Management. It’s just hard passing, okay! Or is it just me? I don’t know, I guess it’s the latter. Even though I failed NCM 107, I was very much grateful that I passed Competency Appraisal. I think I only passed like one or two quizzes in that subject and I really thought I’d fail, but what the hell. Just my luck, I suppose.
I hope this luck doesn't leave me til the next semester. I'm gonna need all the luck I can get. I wanna pass all the passable things. (Is there such term? HAHA) I wanna pass the preboard exams, the NLE, and then finally, I'll become a nurse. A nurse that would dare try out being a real nurse in the real, diverse world. A nurse that would try to work hard for her family - until they are stable and for her future family, but first to satisfy herself - to really know how it would feel like to give service to other people. And lastly, to save for financial security.
Anyway bottomline is, I need to pass this semester. I need to have the determination, however lazy I am, to try to pass a quiz, an exam, and for the final exam, which is not distant.
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