Sorry for the very lame title :(

This is kind of devastating. I didn't know it could affect me this much. I just don't want it to end. Ever. But it has to. All those times I get to read the Fifty Shades of Grey Trilogy, I didn't know I'd be this attached. To the extent that as I was on the last page of the last book, I was teary-eyed. I was playing a mantra in my head "please don't end, please don't end", but it just does. It was so much fun reading on Christian's part. I wish there was a book that he is mainly the one talking, the first person, and he would address Ana as "she blah blah". And then for a brief moment, I realized that I wanted this fictional, very romantic-in-some-weird-way story for me, although I don't think I can handle the kinky fuckery. But even though I say that, I am always fascinated by how EL James told the story, very detailed. But I guess in a good relationship, major arguements and petty fights are always present (it's like the foundation of a relationship), I mean even though it's just a fictional story, it still holds the usual relationship stuff like arguements and romanticism. Also, by reading this book I've learned a new batch of vocabulary words that are so deep other readers have started questioning EL James' terms, regarding her using a thesaurus. Anyway, not the point.

I wonder vaguely if I can ever have a relationship that's a little the same with this story - of course not including the kinky fuckery. I mean maybe time will come when I will have my own kinky fuckery. Hahaha kidding! Just trying to distract you. I just didn't want this trilogy to end. I wish it wasn't a trilogy. I wish it had more books. Now that I'm done with it, I'm back to my nerd-be-ready-for-finals-week self. And I don't want to stress myself anymore than I am right now. I just learned last Tuesday that I'm a candidate for an Octoberian graduation. Like what the fuck!! I am seriously itching to graduate and end my college life and then here she is, the dean who talks about me having back subjects. Is it my problem that those subjects that I opt to enroll in are always confliction with my regular classes? Ugh, this is certainly one of the downsides of being a transferee. And I have a completion form to accomplish. Shit. I am so loaded with things to do and the finals are coming up. Lastly, I have to have my TOR from Trinity for evaluation purposes of the Registrar's Office. The fuck. Why can't they just photocopy the TOR I surrendered 2 years ago when I transferred to my present school, right? But what really get to my nerves is the fact that they don't have a freaking system. They don't have a fucking singleemployee/staff who needs to attend to students like me who needs special attention. This semester I was about to enroll one of my back subjects, but thanks to their lack of system and no one to fucking attend to me, I had to dismiss my plan and just sob while thinking I could've added that subject this semester.

So, back to Fifty Shades. Have you read the trilogy? Or even one book? If not, then do bother... not acting miss know-it-all. Haha. Seriously though, do read. You'll be surprised to be mesmerized by it.

Chow
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