 “Someday, I will be proud of myself” My name's Elena, but it's alright to address me any name that suits you. I'm a Registered Nurse in the Philippines and in the United States of America. Currently waiting for a miracle so I can finally work in the west. Being a couch potato and drowning myself in books are some of my likes while anything-pork and futile people are my dislikes. Credits
| Pathetic, Elena
As much as I want to evade this feeling, it's simply inevitable. Why do I feel this way? It's so irritating, and pathetic, as on my title. Like I know you don't feel the same way. And I know I shouldn't judge you by how you are right now, but I just do, and I'm sorry for that.Although I wish you success in your future. And I wish that you can finally find true love. I hope you wish the same for me. And I wish for myself, that I'd grow up and forget about you and my pathetic feelings for you. "Someday, you will meet a very wonderful guy in your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story were told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist. the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes were so focused on finding our happy ending, we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't. the ones who'll stay from the ones who'll leave. and maybe this happy ending doesn't include a wonderful guy. maybe its you, on your own. picking up the pieces and starting over. freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing that through all the unreturned phone calls and broken hearts, through all the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never ever gave up hope." - He's Just Not That Into You, 2009 (voiceover) Leaving aside. I'm finally having the balls to jog with my classmates/dutymates who have been inviting me for the past two months. Whenever they invite me, I immediately agree to come, but the thing is, I always end up sleeping it off, unconsciously of course. I wouldn't do it on purpose because I am so determined to jog. I guess you could call that ditching. HAHA. So just because it's already 2013, I vowed that I'd really come and I wouldn't turn them down. So, let's all hope that I really do because it's already 2 in the morning and I'm not sure if I should still sleep or not. To end this entry, I edited a picture of Cassie from Season 1 of Skins. Good night!!  This made me miss Sid. I wish I had someone like him in my life.  |  |
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