 “Someday, I will be proud of myself” My name's Elena, but it's alright to address me any name that suits you. I'm a Registered Nurse in the Philippines and in the United States of America. Currently waiting for a miracle so I can finally work in the west. Being a couch potato and drowning myself in books are some of my likes while anything-pork and futile people are my dislikes. Credits
| Confusion hits
So, last Friday, I kind of received an unexpected something from someone. It was really unexpected in a way that, out of nowhere, he came popping with that bag of chocolates. It got me confused but of course I still thanked him. What's confusing is that, I don't know if it means something or that it doesn't mean anything at all, maybe he was just being kind. But that's the thing. It's confusing because this is only the second time I received such a thing. The first one was back in high school and I even think it was out just for formality. But about my dilemma, I don't know whether to give meaning about that action or not. So this week during my working days, he was nowhere to be found for four straight days, and it got me thinking, did I do something that made him MIA for daaaays? I thought, maybe my thanking was not enough? I don't know. I really have no fucking clue. And so Friday came and he came. It was subtle, and then he went out again. I didn't think he saw me because I was in the kitchen, but I saw him from the mirror. Although by nighttime, he entered the food place and ordered food. He even asked me if I wanted some. The point is, it was the first time he asked me, like seriously, everything just got more confusing. I don't know what to think anymore. So because of this, sometimes I feel like I'm all over the place. And it makes me feel like I dint wanna go to work anymore because it feels really uncomfortable... I don't think that's the perfect word but I can't think of a better one right now.
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