 “Someday, I will be proud of myself” My name's Elena, but it's alright to address me any name that suits you. I'm a Registered Nurse in the Philippines and in the United States of America. Currently waiting for a miracle so I can finally work in the west. Being a couch potato and drowning myself in books are some of my likes while anything-pork and futile people are my dislikes. Credits
| Betrayal sucks
What really upsets me is the fact that 'we' are 'friends'. I mean I know for myself that I value you as a friend, but I don't think you're aware of that because after all the good things I did for you, you had to return the favor in the evilest way. And for what? So you can spend time with your precious girlfriend? Yes, I'm kind of blaming her because I think she's the sole reason why you did that evil thing in the first place. You could have asked for help, you know that. Our friends/classmates are willing to help, but you refused to do that. Instead, you go the other way, where the devil invites you to do evil stuff. I also know that it's impolite to blame someone of something that you have no evidence of, but what makes me point my finger at you is that, as far as my memory is concerned, you have a history. I know that, other people know it too. You left me with this trauma in my heart. What hurts worse is that you don't even have the fucking balls to admit your shortcoming. Sure, I can forgive you, as long as you admit it to my face and return to me that money. There you were, acting like everything's a-okay. But what I'm wondering is that, how can you act like that? Like you are a pro to this. It's actually funny, you see, even if you were the one who did that heinous thing to me, I am the one who worries how I'm gonna treat you. Like, am I going to treat you differently, or just the same? But I don't think I can treat you the way I've been treating you in the past, I don't even think I can look you in the eyes. I really do hope that you come to your sense soon enough, because if you don't, I just know that God will take care of you. (Or in other religion, they call it karmic payback). I say you admit it now before karma bitchslaps you big time, or God does you the worst thing/s. ***I did not elaborate much on the act itself and the motives that come with it, but at last I finally let this out of my system. P.S. Thankfully, I finished our take-home exam tonight. P.P.S. My family and I are off to Manaoag tomorrow. I will absolutely pray for his soul, not regarding the PNLE, but for that evil characteristic he posses. Ta-da! xx
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