 “Someday, I will be proud of myself” My name's Elena, but it's alright to address me any name that suits you. I'm a Registered Nurse in the Philippines and in the United States of America. Currently waiting for a miracle so I can finally work in the west. Being a couch potato and drowning myself in books are some of my likes while anything-pork and futile people are my dislikes. Credits
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Today, I realized one thing: that you're not the guy for me, and I'm not the kind of girl for you. I wish I didn't entertain my feelings for you back in day one of our review. I wish I could revert back to days when I wouldn't be affected by you (that much). Because even though what I have for you is just a petty crush, it hurts just the same regardless if you do something consciously or otherwise. And I'm hurt/jealous just knowing about your "supposed" feelings for our review-mate. See, that's why I'm never complacent with my heart, my feelings. Sometimes they lead my to the wrong path chasing for the wrong guy, ending up sobbing and realizing how alone I am. My God I'm drowning in my pathetic thoughts.
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