 “Someday, I will be proud of myself” My name's Elena, but it's alright to address me any name that suits you. I'm a Registered Nurse in the Philippines and in the United States of America. Currently waiting for a miracle so I can finally work in the west. Being a couch potato and drowning myself in books are some of my likes while anything-pork and futile people are my dislikes. Credits
| Social dating app aka Tagged experience
So a friend of mine introduced this app which is like Tinder but the difference is you get to choose the people you talk to... I must say, I am more fortunate here that in tinder, in terms of good guys. I met two guys whose names are Ma** and Gr**. They both are fun to talk to and they are interesting. Okay here's the 411 on both of them.Ma** is more of the boy next door kind of guy, he's a year older than me. He's currently taking up Marketing and is on his last year, graduating next year. He is really fun to talk to, can be sweet, sometimes sends kissing emojis. He doesn't have social networking accounts other than Tagged and Twitter, which he rarely uses...and uses mostly not for personal tweeting but more for like the articles, which sucks, because Twitter is for the updates, right? I've also had the pleasure to stalk one of his brothers which is so funny because now I know their hom address and the names of he siblings. He is really a boyfriend-material if you ask me, and he's a cutie. Just this one problem: He is pure American so I can't take my mind off of knowing that he may be like that because it's their culture and there's nothing special about how he acts... But then for me, well, you know how it is in our culture... We fall for sweet words and cute boys and... Oh... Alright let's get to the second one, Gr**. Here's the 411: He is half-Pinoy and half-Spanish, the pinoy is his dad. He doesn't know very much about our culture since he was separated from her dad by her mom when he was still 5 years old and moved to Washington state. Now he's been back in California for work, and also to reconnect with his dad's side of the family. What I like about him is that, he is so good with words, he's like achieved so much, and he's not embarrassed to be vulnerable whenever he talks to me. He can be really sweet too, and he's so smart. Like I'm always left in awe whenever we talk about serious stuff. He's the perfect husband material because he has passion and sympathy, and I know he values family. The only problem though is that, he's lived his whole life in the states, and I can't help but think that since he doesn't know the Filipino culture, the one that dominates him is his American culture...and that he might just be being American and being sweet and I'm there believing everything he says. In conclusion, I don't fucking know what to do and what to decide and what to think. But between them, I'm liking Gr** more because we have deep-ass conversations, the ones you don't normally have even with your closest friend...and worse, I think I'm falling for him. Although Nicole doesn't approve that I must fall for him, she thinks that I shouldn't let myself becom attached. But it's so fucking hard, you know? S.O.S.
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