 “Someday, I will be proud of myself” My name's Elena, but it's alright to address me any name that suits you. I'm a Registered Nurse in the Philippines and in the United States of America. Currently waiting for a miracle so I can finally work in the west. Being a couch potato and drowning myself in books are some of my likes while anything-pork and futile people are my dislikes. Credits
| Just random babbling
I don't know why, but I feel alone. Not alone like I don't have a family, I'm so grateful I have this relationship with them right now. But I feel like I have no friends. I don't mean to be really emotional and I know that thing about "we're adults, we don't have to constantly update with each other etc..", but why do I feel like no one cares? No one cares to text, or hang out, or just chill. And I think, was I this useless all along? I don't mean to be "immature" but it hurts me. And the inner child in me wants to throw tantrums and just ignore them all if they ever decide to converse.That's why I can't wait. I can't wait to get away from here. To meet new people, to make new friends. You know what they say, how long you've known each other doesn't matter as long as you have the best friendship. I'm starting to question everything. It's okay I guess, I won't make effort if they won't. You can say whatever you want, whether I'm childish or what. I don't care.  |  |
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